Many lives, many lessons...one purpose!
Today's client was a woman in her 60's with three grown children, two of them with special needs (one with Aspergers & the other with Fibromyalgia) that, according to her "will always need her & require some mothering." Her youngest daughter is her heart. They share an amazing connection & have a great relationship. She had many questions, but the biggest one was relating to her children because she has new opportunities that she's recently become excited about, including an out of state move, that she is very apprehensive about pursuing & feels extreme guilt over. She just wants her children to live happy, independent lives, but is tired of taking care of them, & the daily cooking, cleaning & other responsibilities that go with it.
Coming off the cloud, she was in Germany in the middle of a war & a battle appeared to have just ended. She saw rubble everywhere & children running in different directions. She was a child herself, a little girl about 10 years old & there were two younger children with her whom she was protecting. I took her to the place where she lived & her family was there with her...mother, father, the two younger ones that were with her & a baby. They were all very happy together, but her parents were scared. Her father told them they'd have to leave because the soldiers would be coming to take over their property. She realized they were Jewish & in great danger. The family escaped into the woods & decided to split up & go in different directions to be safe. Her mother took the baby & she was left to take care of her younger brother & sister. But they were caught by the soldiers before they even made it out of the woods. Her siblings were taken away. It was very emotional, and then she was beaten, raped & killed in the woods by the soldiers, who laughed & did this for fun. Once on the other side, out of the body, she was able to see that her siblings were prisoners, but they were safe & being cared for by other prisoners, but they were also killed, although not as violently as she had been. Next her whole family joined her & was reunited on the spirit side. She learned that love follows you everywhere, even in war, sadness, even in death.
I asked what she would do next & she suddenly found herself at a party at a southern farmhouse. She was a little girl again & her older sister was getting married. It was a big celebration & everyone was happy. She loved the beautiful, big house she lived in with her family. It was her, her parents, older sister, & two younger siblings, which she realized were the same two children from the last life. She felt very connected to them. She felt very tired & not well & was told she had Polio. Her mother told her she was going to be leaving & going to a better place. Her family was with her when she died & from the other side she saw how sad everyone was & how much they missed her. She learned that love & family are what's important & never to take them for granted.
Next she found herself a grown man who had recently returned home from the Korean War. He was so happy to be home with his family. His wife & two children were everything to him. These children were the same children from the other lives. This was a happy life, but he dearly missed his friend, a fellow soldier in the war who had died. He wore the friend's dog tags around his neck in remembrance. Then she suddenly jumped into another life where she seemed to be a male soldier again. He thought he was in the Vietnam war because he was in a jungle, with other other men in camouflage clothes, who were all doing drugs. He believed this was because someone was killed every day & this helped them cope. Suddenly, he realized that he wasn't American, which was very shocking to him. He was dark skinned & was in South America. He became even more shocked & appalled when he realized that he & these other men were killing animals. They were paid to kill them for the hides & other body parts. He became very upset by this & kept saying "I don't want to be here!" "This is a bad life!" Then he said there was only one way out...to take his own life & he jumped off of a cliff. In that life he learned that people can make bad choices, move the life into a direction, but you can't give up. You always have choice.
When I spoke with the HC, & asked why she was shown these lives, they said it was about the kids...they've followed her through every life...they are her son & daughter (with special needs). She needed to see that they'll always be with her & LOVE NEVER DIES...even in death. The HC also said that those children are really clinging to her in this life because they've lost her so many times before. BUT, the HC said, they don't need her like that & they will be fine. She needs to let them stand on their own feet & stop trying to hold them up. She needs to trust & allow them to do it on their own. She also found out that her youngest daughters whom she shares such a special connection with was her mother in all the other lives. She didn't want to lose her child again so she decided to be the child this time. My client's purpose is to touch people's lives, which she has already been doing through her work in schools as a librarian. But she needs to live her joy & her passions & not worry. She just needs to trust! I asked how she could trust more easily & the HC said, "I've never let you down before have I?" No you have not!!!
